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[31 Jan 2006|08:25pm] |
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So...ever wonder what girl in our class is the most likely to go to Harvard?
...that would be yours truly...me! lol
I work at Cherokee now, it's much more relaxing than Walgreens.
I love my boyfriend to death, and we're supposed to be going to Atlanta this weekend.
I'm one of the basketball cheerleading captains, which is awesome. I'm going to miss it terribly when it's over.
Shane and I got a puppy...a pitbull, and we named her HAZEL! She is so great.
I had senioritis like crazy last semester, but I'm beginning to get cured! haha
♥jfaz (that's what I want my license plate to say)
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[06 Aug 2005|07:09pm] |
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You know what the worst feeling in the entire world is?
heartbreak
...and that's the feeling that I have right now.
It hurts so much. I've never felt this bad. Sometimes when I'm driving down the road, or lying in bed, I imagine myself running my car off the road, just to see what would happen. Maybe it would be better than feeling like this?
I know that in reality it wouldn't be any better. It would be stupid, and I honestly don't think I would ever do anything like that, but that doesn't mean that I don't feel bad enough to think about it every once in a while.
I'm so depressed. All I do is cry and think about him and miss him so much. I never imagined I would have to feel like this. Maybe I deserve it after what I put Justin through? Karma, ...right?
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[04 Jun 2005|07:48pm] |
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Wow, it's been a while! School is finally out, so basically I've been catching up on the sleep of which I was deprived during the school year. I sleep until like 5 everyday it seems like, except for today.
Yesterday evening I was bored and I was online talking to Alexis. She mentioned that Nick's band was playing, and I found out that it was in McDonough (about 15 minutes from where Alexis was staying...in Stockbridge). So she was like "I'll go, if you go." Basically, I quickly gathered some things so that I could stay at her dad's house, ran to the car, sped to Stockbridge, and made it safely to Alexis. We then got lost on the way to American Legion, but quickly found ourselves. It was a great little adventure. Most of all, I was very proud of myself for making it all the way there and back in one piece... and Nick, you better feel pretty damn special! (haha) I haven't stopped listening to the Rocky Branch CD...I listened to it the entire ride home, and still haven't really stopped since I've gotten home. It is definitely a wise investment!
Okay, I'm gonna go watch a movie...I rented Shark Tale and I can't wait to watch it! Somebody should come watch it with me...I feel kinda lonely.
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[13 Mar 2005|03:27pm] |
( ) been drunk
(X) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
(X) ridden in a taxi
(X) ridden in a limo
(X) been to a football game
( ) Met someone famous
(x) been in love
(X) been dumped
(X) shoplifted
(X) had your heart broken
(X) been fired
(X) been in a fist fight
(X) snuck out
( ) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
( ) ever dated someone of the same sex
(X) had feelings for someone who didn?t have them back
(X) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) stole something from your job
( ) celebrated New Years in Time Square
( ) gone on a blind date
(X) lied to a friend
(X) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new Orleans
( ) been to Europe
(X) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) gone out with one or more co-workers
(X) cut myself on purpose....but not in the weird slasher way
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
( ) seen someone die
( ) been to Africa
(X) Slapped someone you love
( ) Driven over 400 miles in one day
( ) Been to Canada
( ) Participated in a protest
(X) Been to Mexico
(X) Been on a plane
(X) Been on a train
( ) Rode the metro
( ) Gotten lost in DC
(X) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Thrown up in a bar
( ) set myself on fire
( ) Eaten Sushi
( ) been kicked out of the library for being too loud
( ) Been snowboarding
(X) Met someone in person from the internet
(X) Been moshing at a concert
( ) had feelings for someone you knew only online
( ) lost a child
( ) gone to college
( ) graduated college
( ) tried killing yourself
(X) taken painkillers
(X) had blood drawn
( ) intentionally burned oneself
(X) love someone or miss someone right now
( ) went to a prom
( ) Bungee jumped
(X) made out in a movie theatre
(X) have been to a pop concert
(X) have dated someone for a year or more.
( ) sold naked pictures of yourself
(X) been in a car accident
(X) Slept in the nude
(X) eaten cheesecake
( ) had jury duty
(X) hated someone without knowing them
( ) been to Maine
( ) been to Atlantic City
( ) shot a real gun
( ) had sex with someone within a week of meeting them
(X) made out with someone within 5 days of meeting them
( ) done ecstasy
( ) gotten my ass kicked
( ) been caught smoking
( ) milked a cow
(X) got in a verbal fight
( ) lied one time in this survey
( ) Threw a party at a friends house when they were gone
( ) Done something w/ a friends bf/gf
( ) Done something w/ a bf/gf's sibling
( ) Committed a major crime
(X) Dated someone older than you are
( ) Gotten in trouble w/ the cops
( ) ran away
( ) Ever had a flat tire
(X) Ever given someone a hicky
(X) Ever gotten a hicky
(X) Been caught making out with someone
( ) Ever got super drunk
(X) Went skinny dipping
(X) Lied about where you're going
(X) Ever lied about your age
( ) Ever been pantsed
( ) Had mono?
( ) Beer bonged
(X) Got into a physical fight w/ a parent
( ) Ever bought a lotto ticket
( ) Ever been to a family reunion
( ) Payed a Philly street bum to amuse you (It's "paid"...)
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[23 Feb 2005|01:31pm] |
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Cheerleading is over. It's about time, but it's almost sad at the same time because I'm gonna miss some of the girls, but definitely not all of them.
Saturday I went to the mall with Lacy, Joe, Chris, and Kim. I bought a beautiful shirt from Charlotte Russe!! Yay. The mall trip was okay, but I was feeling ill. My head was hurting and was congested, I was sleepy - it just wasn't very good.
I stayed in bed all day Sunday because of whatever I had. I felt much better by Monday and Shane came over that night. He also came over last night. I'm definitely enjoying his company. He's supposed to be coming over tonight, too! We just better actually get out and do something one of these days or else he's history. LoL, well maybe not...well, actually, probably, because I get bored easily. But so far, I'm not bored, and I am very happy. :)
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[13 Feb 2005|10:35pm] |
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Wow, I'm really, really bummed and depressed and all that good stuff. This is going to be one awful Valentine's Day. I sent Shane a text message that thanked him for everything while it lasted, because I just feel like it isn't going anywhere and I'm a little bit more into him than he is into me. He never replied...oh well. Better luck next time. I don't know why I said that to him, I wish that I hadn't. I'm really upset about this. I just wish that we had gone on dates as opposed to meeting him at kroger, cherokee, and tippens. It got ridiculous. Well, I'm gonna stop complaining about this.
I met Lacy at Walmart today. We got some tights because we're wearing skirts tomrorow. I got some black tights, pink fishnets, and black thigh highs. I'm wearing the thigh highs tomorrow! How exciting. Then we went to kmart, and I got a face mask and hair mask. I also got a black and pink purse. I love shopping!
Well, I hope that everybody has an enjoyable and Happy Valentine's Day!!!!
♥jess
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[07 Feb 2005|10:25pm] |
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Things have been going fairly well lately. I feel so relieved when it comes to emotions. I've seen Shane a lot. We aren't anything, really, but friends right now. I just don't want to start having feelings that he doesn't have...that would be really, r eally bad. Let's see, all that I've really done lately is see Shane, go shopping, sleep, and cheer...well I've gone to school, too, of course.
I've been driving Heidi's Lexus, still. I love it, but soon, since she hasn't been able to work and pay for her car, it will be reposessed.
My neck popped last night, and I knew that it wouldn't be a good thing, but today my back has been killing me. I'm scared that it's going to go out again. I guess that I should start going back to the chiropractor.
I've been slacking a whole lot in school lately. I've got to get myself back on track. Maybe I'll start with that after our week long February break! We'll see.
I've gotta go...either to bed or to do some homework. G'night!!
♥jess
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[28 Jan 2005|11:12pm] |
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My aunt got out of the hospital today. That's wonderful. I went to Walmart to get her some groceries that were low in sodium
My lovely friend Shane met me today at the gas station beside Walmart. I ended up going the wrong way on the street, very embarrassing. I really, really like him. This is so cool! I know that he really liked me last night, but I wasn't as exciting tonight, so maybe he doesn't like me anymore. We're going to the movies tomorrow night...as long as we can get there safely. I'm so happy! He makes me smile sooo much. All I have to say is YAY!!
♥jess
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[27 Jan 2005|11:44pm] |
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School today was far from wonderful. I'm almost positive that I failed my Calculus test.
After school was wonderful. I went to starbucks at 6:30 all by myself, it was nice. I then headed over to the Tippens Elementary School gym where Shane was working the clock for the basketball games. I stayed with him for a little over an hour. He's so awesome. He came by the school on Tuesday before my game to talk to me (the first time we've talked in person in 2 years!!). Saturday we should be going to the movies, after my game. I'm so excited!
I went to see Justin play basketball tonight at Ball Ground Elementary. Oh man, did I get lost! It was wonderful. I arrived at the game in the middle of the third quarter -- haha.
My aunt is in the hospital, so I've been driving her Lexus. It's been fun while it has lasted, but she's coming home tomorrow, so I must give it up. :-( <that face is for losing the Lexus, but :-) is for my aunt coming home!
g'night!
♥jess
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[26 Jan 2005|07:53pm] |
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I give up! Everytime I spend my time typing out an entry, it miraculously disappears!!
♥jess
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[15 Jan 2005|10:20pm] |
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Shane is back in town...until the summer. I hadn't seen him in almost 2 years, until Christmas break - I've run into him 3 times. He decided to get somebody to give me his number so that we could talk because he saw me and he saie he "was still like WOW." ha...So maybe a date soon. How exciting!
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[11 Jan 2005|10:52pm] |
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Friday (my birthday) kinda sucked. I did, however, receive $300. That was wonderful. The game made me happy because Lacy and I goofed off most of the time. I woke up late on Saturday, just in time to get ready for yet another game. I spent the night with Lacy and we went to church and then to the mall on Sunday. I got two new outfits and 3 CDs (Acceptance, Hawthorne Heights, and Anberlin). I had fun. Some guy left his number on the windshield when we got out of the mall - haha.
I finally finished my science fair project. It is terribly terrible! I was up until 3 this morning working on that stupid thing. I'm such a procrastinator!! Yeah, I took a break last night at about 8:30 to go to Petsmart with Lacy.
I had to cheer today, again, for like the millionth time. The bus ride home was great fun... the guys were told that they weren't allowed to talk because they lost the game. I tried to work on my calculus homework with the light of my cell phone. Charles and Chris sat close to me...Charles got my number, again...haha.
Well, I'm gonna go talk to a couple people. G'night!!
♥jess
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[02 Jan 2005|11:38pm] |
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Went to Barrett with Lacy late last night, met some hotties. :-) Can't get any better than that! ...probably going again this weekend.
I went to visit my aunt today at the hospital. She looked really, really bad. She almost died last night...from what my mom told me. I didn't really realize how bad it truly was until I saw her myself. They had her strapped to the bed because she keeps moving. It's really sad. I've never lost anybody close to me, and I'm scared to lose her now. She blew me a kiss when she saw me. My cousin is supposed to be staying with us for a while until everything is figured out. Things are so bad, that my aunt's soon-to-be exhusband is putting her house up for sale. It's really scary. My mom has done little more than cry the last couple of weeks.
I don't want to go back to school. I can't believe tomorrow is my last day off, and I have to squeeze all kinds of school work into one day! I'm such a procrastinator.
Well, I'm gonna go to bed. G'night!!
♥jess
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| Happy New Year! |
[01 Jan 2005|12:37am] |
Okay, New Year's resolution:
Be honest to everybody around me.
Yeah, so maybe I'll start when I wake up in the morning. ha...I'm usually pretty honest, I don't lie, but there are some things that I really need to speak up about soon.
I know, I know...sucky New Year's resolution, so maybe I'll make another one...like find my Prince Charming...ha, never.
♥jess
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Have you ever heard that the way you spend your New Year is the way you will spend the rest of the year? No?... Well I have, and if that's true, then my year is going to suck!
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[28 Dec 2004|08:08pm] |
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Woo...I got some jeans today! I tried on only one pair, and they were great! This is so exciting. :-)
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